Another sleepless night...

So sad... Slept for only 2hours and got up again. What in the world is happening to me? Alas... am I getting too nervous? Is it because of the chinese preaching test? I hope it's not but... it seems to be true...

Did nothing much... Guess, I've wasted time again... Silly me... must not be a fool... I don't want to waste time away... It's like waiting to die... :(

Did not have the motivation to do anything or want to go anywhere. Anyway, went down to meet up with my mom's boss. Wahaha... an opportunity to earn money. Hey! What's on your mind? Don't let your imaginations run wild. It's because I am selling a health product and she wants that product to cure her consipation. So, here I am, to help her with it... Hehehe...

Sometimes, I really do not understand my younger brother. See, I have a younger brother whose younger than me by six years old. Thing is that when he's in good mood, he will joke and play with me. (I'm not a kid but it's like to joke and jest with him) but when he's in a foul mood, well, hell breaks loose. He will behave as if he's gotten something up his anus. =X

Wahaha... what a description... Oh ya, about the chinese sermon... Headache man. When I think of it, I can't help but it seems that I keep having headaches over it. First, I thought of writing on 1 Kings 18 but as time goes, I find it rather "dry" not because it's not interesting in 1 Kings but I guess I lost that motivation to write on 1 Kings.

Something interesting in 1 Kings 18. First, Elijah SUDDENLY APPEARED in front of Ahad, then the next thing is a real treat to think about. About Elijah, the man of the ONE TRUE GOD against a WHOOPING NINE HUNDRED AND FIFTY "Priests" of gods. One against nine hundred and fifty men. Wahh... It's got to be some sight. Something eventful...

The difference between Elijah and the rest of the nine hundred and fifty men was that God SPOKE to Elijah. While the rest, they assumed that something will happen when they "sacrifice" themselves to god, cutting and doing funny things to get attention of god. In this one chapter in 1 Kings 13- 1 Kings 18, it speaks alot to me... There are two parts which speaks to me deeply within my heart...

Firstly, on Elijah Against the Nine hundred and Fifty "priest"

1. What you know does never matters but what matters is really on WHO do you know
2. When what you worship is not true, they are never real and will never be real, despite what you do. To God, obedience is better than sacrifice.
3. God SPEAKS and is not like those who neither hears or speaks but stays in a position, seemingly, having ears yet never hear, eyes, never see etc...
4. As a Man of God, in whatever situations we face, we got to know that we are called and be sure of what we hear from God. Never to waver. God never takes His words back but it'll all be yes and Amen. We must be like a tree standing by the water side, never to be moved.
5. God is Faithful. When He speaks to someone about something, He will be be with the person, never to leave the person.

Secondly, about the Man of God, who's nameless and who went to warn King Jeroboam but turned out to be arrested... 1 Kings 13

1. Doing the work of God requires us to sacrifice all that we have - The gain outweighs the lost.
2. When God speaks, we obey. Do not be wavered by what others says
3. Give total submission unto God. Leave no reservations about serving God
4. Do not submit to other things of the world, fear God, not the world. Never bow down to riches.
5. Even if others comes to us as a prophet of God, we got to discern and seek help from God. It's better to be safe than sorry.

Well, what a write up... Hmmm... Must learn from these lessons. These are placed in the bible for a reason. Every single word and events are for a purpose. It's not by coincidence!